So after weeks of being tired I dragged myself to the dr's.

I'm having a blood test in about 9 hours time which im scared of because me + no food = dizzy weak mess. Add the absense of blood into that and im not going to be able to get far.

He also asked if I had been depressed. I mentioned I had briefly but not too bad like i have been in the past. He was very quick to throw anti dpressants my way. Like all dr's really. Didn't tell me what type,how much they would be,side effects or anything.Git.

So me being the paranoid person i am read up on them. Effexor XL 75 mg.... Apparently an intresting drug. You will be fine on it...Until you try to stop. Then it's apparently the same withdrawl symptons as someone coming off drugs. Shaking,nausea,brain zaps the works. Do I really want to take something like that? Apparently it will help with anxiety too..Will being calm be worth it,if I am calm yet sick?

Not too sure.Going to have my blood test in the morning and make sure it's not something physical thats making me this way. Why take drugs for one thing when you can fix the entire cause at once? If there is nothing wrong with me by monday I'll try them. At least for a few days.

I thought you were supposed to trust dr's....I'm beginning not to.